Saturday, December 26, 2009

Chocolate Sauce


Ever in the mood for ice cream and chocolate sauce? Me, too. Just the other day, in fact, I was overwhelmed with such a grand idea. But, although I will buy Haagen-Dazs ice cream, I haven’t found a chocolate sauce to buy (ok, Frans, but that’s half my monthly income, so out of the question). But, I have a very nice recipe for chocolate sauce and all the ingredients, so I set out to make it myself.

My recipe is for too large of a batch, for starts. Secondly, I want to use up the cream I bought for my birthday. And, I don’t really want to adjust every single measurement. What’s more, I only have dark chocolate enough for somewhere between 1/3 and ½ of the recipe. You got it, all I needed was one of those issues to make up my own version!

I began by caramelizing 1 and 1/5th cup of sugar. How I came by this fraction I probably couldn’t reproduce. Yet, I did it in my head more than once and besides, it felt right…. I whisked in a heaping tablespoon of cocoa powder, then slowly added my warm liquids (1C heavy cream, 1C water, large splash of vanilla extract). Whisking into a caramel can be intimidating, so I just take it easy. There’s no rush. I poured this boiling goo over my approximately 140g of 70% and 74% chocolate, which I’d broken into pieces and put in the VitaPrep. I added a 4-finger pinch of salt and blended until the hard chocolate was smooth and emulsified into the liquid caramel.

Then I had the most delicious bowl of ice cream with chocolate sauce. Ahh.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Sweet Reading

Whether this is pastry or poppycock, there’s no telling. But what I can say for certain is that reading cookbooks is a lot of fun. Especially pleasurable was a cookbook, Dessert Cuisine, all about restaurant pastry making from a Spanish chef with a lot of style. Oriol Balaguer has much more background in pastry than I, yet, the direction we moved in is very similar. I appreciate his beginnings in a bakery, and eventually moving into the plated desserts of a restaurant.

The writing, albeit translated, also has a tone that increases my interest in what Oriol is doing in his pastry. He describes the use and structure of basic ingredients such as eggs, sugar, and flour. As these are part of nearly all pastry, the ability to put them together in so many different ways to create entirely different effects is astounding. As I read how Oriol manipulates and revises ingredients to create the many textures of a plate I revel in the beauty and concept. In a sense he moves from a piece of dessert, which is typical of all bakeries and most restaurants, into building a dessert, but with such grace that it doesn’t come across as bizarre.

Now, you may wonder whether this was merely a pastry picture book, and since I fairly seldom completely follow a recipe, why this is so meaningful. Well, the situation is similar to that of a person who enjoys reading science fiction novels, yet who hasn’t actually conversed with aliens. I do love reading recipes. (But then I have even greater pleasure in changing them!) Recipes are always a little different, whether it be the ratio, flavoring, or just technical description, and therefore interesting.

While I sometimes feel akin to the chef on the Muppets, throwing things about, speaking gibberish, and wielding a cleaver, I sensed a certain camaraderie with Oriol which is uncommon. Inspiration may not be lacking, but like many artistic and unnecessary fields, encouragement sometimes is. This young chef’s work is the sweet perspective I appreciate when faced with yet another season of candy canes and amateur fudge.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Squash Butter Gone Mousse


I have made squash butter before. Yearly, since I began spending more time in pastry, actually. Heretofore I have steamed the squash and blended it with pastry cream. This year I baked the squash (I had a pumpkin and delacato around), which really reduced the amount of liquid in it. In fact, since I wanted to go out while it was baking (to pick up my CSA box) I set the oven at 300*F and left them in for over an hour.

When I scraped the squash flesh into the VitaPrep I had some very dry squash without a drop of water anywhere. Happily I had not made my pastry cream, so instead I made a very light crème anglaise with whole eggs, not just yolks, milk, not cream, and no starch. I did add 50g more sugar, as there was none in the squash, as well as a little more salt.

My squash was in the VitaPrep, as well as an overflowing teaspoon of ground ginger, when I poured the still hot anglaise over it. Then I blended it really thoroughly as I didn’t intend on straining it. While it blended it foamed up a bit. I decided that was the milk, imagined it would have no lasting impact, put it in containers in the fridge, and went away.

Well, last night when I returned to my squash butter I realized that I had actually made squash mousse. The texture was light and airy. I was astounded and incredibly pleased. In celebration I made a whole-wheat Dutch Baby and scooped a large dollop of squash butter gone mousse on top.

Mmm. That experiment was exceptional! I wonder what next year will bring.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Fandom

Over the last week or so I’ve not been reading many full-length novels. However, I did read through one man’s love affair with the soccer* team Arsenal. Nick Hornby’s affiliation with his team is fascinating, but Fever Pitch is about more than how he obsessively relates his every personal up and down to the playing of a few men each week. At least I really think it might be.

There are many times when Hornby’s descriptions are so outlandish I doubt whether this could be authentically autobiographical, rather merely part of the British self-deprecating psyche. But right when I disbelieve and relegate this to historical fiction, he addresses my very concern. Citing an incident of inviting foreigners to one miserable match, then to another one, promising it to be quite nice, his invitees “just looked at (him) and smiled, as if the invitation was an extreme example of the famously incomprehensible English sense of humour.” (Fever Pitch, 204) So, it is concerning.

I enjoy a sporting event, and I have a couple teams of which I am fond (although Seattle’s Super Sonics – the whole team – got sent off to Oklahoma, twisting and tearing my weakened ties to anything local). But the affection was mainly romantic as I think back on my childhood when I hoped that my athleticism would eventually flourish. This makes me the sort of enthusiast Hornby describes as a “bloody big-game casual fan” except for the fact that I am so casual I hardly even can be counted on to show up for big games. A more apt description would be a “sorry mid-season unimpassioned spectator” who mainly wants to know if she even knows any of the starters anymore. Totally unlike the hero, who from his first taste of soccer*as a teen has experienced utter tyranny of attachment, making him choose a flat near the stadium and go to every single game no matter whether he misses close friends’ parties, or holidays, or even opportunities to have a career. Incidentally, as he writes this, the career’s been sorted, as he’s a writer, and writers can certainly find time to write when Arsenal aren’t playing. (Not sure why, but Arsenal are always plural in Hornby’s writing.)

That being said, the amount of self-disclosure, which I admit seeming put-on, except for the fact that it’s written so genuinely and so well (it must be true!), makes me wonder about men altogether. When I go to games and witness sports fans I don’t think of them as like-minded. However, when Hornby acknowledges his obsession as such, and fills out the inner workings of his mania I see very clearly how that could relate to me. Uh-oh.

Overall I think that a man who can fully describe games he’s watched from twenty-plus years ago, going so far as to relive particularly pleasant matches in his spare time, is incredible. If this is typical of die-hard fans then that’s going to make the next game I see far more vivid. But when Hornby says of The Greatest Moment Ever (Liverpool vs Arsenal 26.5.89), that there is something in the surprise win while in a crowd of supporters which goes beyond all heightened human experience (including sex, childbirth, promotion, winning money, etc), I wonder. The ability to believe in the face of hopelessness and resignation seem to be the phenomenon leading to his conclusion that “it is just that real life is paler, duller, and contains less potential for unexpected delirium.” (Fever, 231)

This may, indeed, be the perfect Advent choice. Thanks Arsenal! Let's rejoice in the mystery.

*Soccer = Football IFF you’re anywhere in the world except the USA

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Dinner Rolls

I am really beginning to see the use in a blog about ‘whatever’ rather than one with the specifics of pastry and what I’ve been reading. This is because I’ve only been caught up with other things (ie Thanksgiving, my Grandma’s 94th Birthday, new job, and thinking about how yet another old love has found a new love) this last week and haven’t posted anything.

I’m going to ameliorate that with a description of what I baked for Thanksgiving! My mom and sister made pies, and I was happy to provide vegetables. But I knocked it up another notch with some whole wheat dinner rolls made from hard winter wheat flour that was in my CSA box in preparation for Thanksgiving.

So, the night before Thanksgiving I made a starter with some all purpose flour, stuck it in the fridge, and went to bed. I slept until an early morning text from my cousin and my mom’s presence in the kitchen could not be ignored and went to get the bread going.

I took my scale and my French bread cookbook for company, but really, bread making is a touch and feel kind of adventure. My starter was young, but so what. My dough was a tiny bit soft, but I figured that was just as well considering that it was such high gluten flour that might seize up too much if overly firm. I made the dough, really just yeast, warm water, flour, salt and the white starter from the night before, then I let it rise. It was turning out just right.

Once it rose I measured the dough out into 60g dough clumps, rolled them up, set them on baking trays with plenty of space, and shuttled them downstairs to the wine cellar to wait awhile. Just before heading out on a hike I looked in on my rolls. This was probably the poorer decision as I thought they were perfectly ready for baking and wanted to put them in the oven. Some discussion ensued on how long they would take to bake.

Interestingly, although I was right (20min at 400*F) our walk was modified into two 10min quick-loops for those who worried that those beautiful rolls would get over baked. Before popping them into the oven, I dusted them with all purpose flour and made slices in them with a razor so that they would be particularly pretty.

Besides how they look? Well, they were delicious, even the ones that lasted until the turkey was ready!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

More Praise in Poetry

It is true. Poetry is difficult to read. I read 100 Great Poems of the Twentieth Century edited by Mark Strand, but in reality I read at least 150 great poems because I reread no less than half of them while getting through the book. This is not because I kept losing my place – I didn’t do that, or if I did it was to lose place ahead, not behind.

I did, however, begin to think that I could write a poem. A really good one, too. Not just because these great poems were so striking, but also because many of them were so short, specific, and concentrated on death, sorrow, harrowing circumstances, and lost loves. It’s really just my cup of tea.

I was determined while reading to find something funny but the best I can admit was once or twice moving from one poem to the next without actually realizing that I had! It would be comical if it wasn’t one war and death scene so closely aligned to the subsequent death and grief poem that they were indistinguishable to me, having never seen war or smelled death myself. I’m not certain that another person, having said experiences would have necessarily transitioned any better, but that may be pride. Therefore I call for more praise, more joy, more laughter, but not to blot out the true. Just to acknowledge that even disappointment can only exist because of hope.

And yet, a poem of deep sorrow and pain may be the better solution. A sustained novel-length work of misery would be overbearing and the need to express it better to be taken than repressed. My introduction to Anthony Hecht, Czeslaw Milosz, Fernando Pessoa, Pablo Neruda, Tadeusz Rozewicz, William Carlos Williams, and heaps of others lets me know where to turn when the chips fall poorly. Now, let’s shake this out with some Shel Silverstein!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

On se régale!


On my birthday I hosted an aperitif party, which, being wine and hors d’oeuvres, could seem light. However, the French style foods that I chose were as full of flavor, goodness, and depth as many meals I’ve made. When all was said and done, the whole wheat puff pastry with caramelized onions I made, as well as the aioli and the pickled carrots appeared the winners of high praise.

I used the organic flour from my CSA for the puff, which I should have tempered with all purpose, yet, since it puffed and was tasty I will notch it up to birthday extravagance and feel successful. Meanwhile I cooked down thinly sliced onions with butter and wine for the topping. In this respect there was no particular recipe, just procedure of slow going.

My aioli was made with garlic from my CSA, and I probably put in far more than necessary, and certainly made more than the crowd could get through, but it was bright and strong, by far the sharpest I’ve tasted. The recipe I used was slightly French and vague, so I just put my desired ingredients in the blender and let it go!

The pickled carrots were based from a memory of a recipe I followed about 3 or 4 years ago. On top of that, I didn’t actually have the ingredients I remembered needing, so I added anise seeds. Somehow I have a lot of anise seeds in my cupboard and a dearth of recipes requiring said seeds. I chose to just add what wasn’t asked for and ended up with a great dish. When my guests then asked me for the recipe I had to shrug, because I really don’t know exactly. I brought some cider vinegar, sugar, salt, crushed garlic, and anise seeds to a boil, then poured that over julienned carrots and let it sit in the fridge for ten days. Pretty delicious!! Preciously simple.

And, to finish the evening, I didn’t bake my own cake. The cake my sister made for me was absolutely phenomenal; she’ll rank in any kitchen of mine.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Dinnertime

I read Anne Tyler’s Dinner at the Homesick Restaurant for two reasons. One, my roommate owns it, so I didn’t even have to go to the library before beginning, and two, Nick Hornby said that after reading her novel he decided he wanted to be an author. I already would like to be an author, but, since I really didn’t care for much that I read in October, I thought that duo would really be the thing.

It was. Although I found Anne Tyler’s characters to be just as desperate as Joyce Carol Oates’, their lives somehow seem less bleak. There’s none of the ‘side-splitting’ laughter that I get from Nick Hornby, but I feel that at least the family had half a shot. I really enjoyed the length of time that the characters experienced, realizing that nothing sorts itself out too quickly, but despite your perspective you can live through a fair amount of any situation. There’s just enough lift that even so late in the game, the opportunity to correct one’s vision is possible.

Incidentally, anything I can think to say about this book would just give it away. I keep finding myself doing a mental outline of the course of events. Well, reading will get that across. So, what am I left to determine? The plot is really swift-moving. The characters are full and true to themselves, whether or not true to anyone else. This is really profound, that even the periphery characters don’t budge from what they say and believe and do. There are no wishy-washy add-ons to make a point. Even the most insecure of the group stick to their insecurity or find a new way, have a turning point. Every single person is distinct and discovers a path. It’s a beautiful and engrossing story.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Pounds of Ginger Cake


Recently I made a friendly gesture and called France for a friend of my roommate. That friendly gesture was returned with a gift certificate, which enabled me to buy the cookbook Gingerbread: Timeless Recipes for Cakes, Cookies, Desserts, Ice Cream, and Candy. This is exciting karma!

A couple weeks ago I had a great success with a variation on a Cook’s Illustrated pound cake, from an old-time country recipe where you don’t preheat the oven. Browsing through my new cookbook, and seeing a pound cake, I thought that sounded like a great idea. It took only a few minutes to put together and came from the oven looking beautiful. Considering that I baked it in a bundt pan, if it didn’t need to be turned I’d have left it as it was, so pretty. Therefore, I’m confident that the loaf cake would have been equally stunning.

The only real regret I have is that I am out of most things in my kitchen, including powdered sugar, and couldn’t sneak a glaze together to top this off. Having also run out of brown sugar meant that the cake already had ¾ cup less sugar than called for, which I didn’t substitute with anything like stevia or more granulated. So, for a really delicious and spicy cake, it’s not very sweet, and I could say it lacks quite a few calories. But, as I hadn’t run out of butter and only had egg yolks instead of whole eggs, I guess I’m not fooled.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Bittersweet

Matt McAllester does write a very bittersweet memoir about his efforts at understanding and grieving his mother. Of course I had no idea that was what it was about based on the title Bittersweet: Lessons from my Mother’s Kitchen. I thought it would be true stories, which they were, about maybe growing up with a cook for a parent, which it somewhat was, and how that shapes the young man’s life, which it most certainly did. However, I didn’t realize that his mother would be mentally ill, then die, causing him unforeseen grief, and his attempt at reconciliation or redemption or some sort of closure would be to learn to cook.

His desire to follow his mother's advice, to cook without opening the cookbook, is one that I fully endorse. Discovering the taste of what’s in the cupboards and fridge can be the best! Taking that to a life-lesson is also pretty decent, asking oneself, ‘can I make something good with what’s here and without step-by-step instructions,’ as anybody by now realizes is how it is done, anyhow.

McAllester’s family stories were wonderful to read. No, not because there were so many sad ones, but because there were so many beautiful ones. His writing style is easy and even though he is British, his writing felt American. Previously a war correspondent for an American newspaper for about 10 years and receiving a Pulitzer Prize in journalism for his coverage makes his memoir at once believable and surprising. I don’t envision journalists and memoirists to be drawing on entirely the same skill set, so his writing has considerable breadth as well as depth.

Still, the surprise to find out so much about his mother and himself, which were often terribly unpleasant discoveries, made me wistful to learn more about his sister and father. His innumerable coincidences in learning about his family history, and how they overlap with his contemporary existence were fine, but they seemed to be given too much value for my palate. Regretfully McAllester was unable to find a deeper sense of meaning in his life and finishes by deciding that time will bring healing and that every joy and disappointment is to be accepted. Those are beautiful, mature lessons, but not much to sink your teeth into after the long journey through life. I hope my kitchen provides more.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Sweet and Delicate

I feel remiss in not having discussed pumpkins and squash last month, so I’m starting out on that note right now! Why? Because the squash is on. And even though we’re all super acculturated to view pumpkin as the basis for pie, the actual super sweet squash of choice is Delacato. Oh, so delicate, oh, so sweet. I could pretend I’m a poet for this one.

But I’m not a poet, so I’ll just let you know that my pies are already wonderfully delicious. I cook the squash – at least any eating squash – make a pretty standard custard, and add only spices I really like, and just enough to lightly enhance, rather than to overwhelm the delicate sweet squash. In my opinion that means a hint of ginger and nutmeg.

Crust is just as important. For a tart blueberry, cherry, or even apple pie I love the dense butter crust my mom makes. A custard tart sometimes needs a lighter touch, and even though I stick with butter, something flakier and crisper makes the custard more palatable. By contrasting textures, always important, one gives the heavy squash a shot at levity for dessert.

Or, on days when I just can't be bothered? Let's make pumpkin butter! Puree cooked squash and blend it with a pastry cream for something extremely rich and delightful. Mm, I can’t wait!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Hannah Darling

There is a certain amount of danger in my picking up a book. I often know in the first page whether I should plan times to read, as the danger is for me to get swept away and ignore all other demands on my time. The Darling was just such a book… for the first while.

I came to this book without expectations, as I didn’t even know of the author, Russell Banks, beforehand. Now I know that he is a writer who has a lot to say. My one major quibble with this work is its lacking good stopping points, making it terribly difficult to put down. Having lengthy sections coupled with tight time constraints (to finish by my discussion group) gave me ample opportunity to look ahead in the book. I could hardly read one section before I was cutting the remainder like a deck of cards and seeing what came later. Since the work jumps around a lot, this didn’t ruin the story at all. I just got to the point where I lost track of what I knew, what had been told, and what I moved ahead to learn. If there had been chapters this would not have happened.

But our character, Hannah Musgrove, aka Dawn Carrington, aka Missus Sundiata spent the majority of her story trying to figure out where the breaks and stops and pauses in her life were, so it makes a certain amount of sense that the telling of her story would take the reader here and there, even beyond the writer’s imagined ‘missequence.’ As Hannah tells the ‘truth’ of her life and decisions I felt very strangely drawn in, noticing that many of her frustrations both internally and politically made some sense to me. However, the actual life she led couldn’t be further from mine, either its location on the East coast of the US, living in various a-typical relationships and communities, to her life underground, and, maybe even least, the world she experienced in Liberia. This character and I never made a single choice in common (phew!).

That’s because I make pastries and enjoy visiting France. She works with chimpanzees, her dreamers, and can handle not being in relationships with her family. I came away knowing that a darling, of which America is chock full, can be right where everything is happening and shut her ears and eyes to it all. Whether that is good or bad, Hannah is unable to address. But she accepts that she was never more than the darling.

There are two interesting people in The Darling, well, more than two, but two whose presence in the novel stick out. They walked according to the script Hannah imagined they would. The first, her father, is a very successful, fairly influential, and somewhat ideological man who dies pretty late in the book. It was no surprise. Death in this book is not a surprise, although sometimes it is nauseating. As he lies dying he repeats, ‘my name’ which Hannah has difficulty responding to, so she just listens. This is a well-done section of the book, which will stick longer than most. Incidentally, his name dies with him.

The second intriguing character is nearly Dickensian, our dear American friend, Samuel Clement. He is in the novel representing Uncle Sam’s interests in Liberia, and occasionally elsewhere. He takes an interest in Hannah’s welfare and shows up like a kindly uncle when her African family is gone. We also understand that his interest in Hannah’s being kept alive is part of the downfall of her family, but it was all very likely anyhow. The fact that he gains Hannah clemency for her previous life just fills things out.

Chances are I'll look for more information about Liberia, but won't choose another Banks book, mainly because of the structure, sadly!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Tea for Dessert

Why tea desserts aren’t a no-brainer for me is a bummer. I’m a tea drinker, not coffee, not hot chocolate, but tea. However, unlike coffee and chocolate, which I take sweetened, I’ve learned not to take sugar in my tea. Milk, yes, thank-you.

My hot drink choices, I’m generally pleased to say, never influence my dessert selection or production. This is why: I only drink hot tea. Of the teas I’ve ever had only Chai is ever served with sugar. Mint tisanes or sweet herbal teas I count separately. I also believe that sweet hot teas and tisanes have to be scalding or equally tart, otherwise I choke on the weird sensation that I’m drinking (tepid and viscous) toothpaste saliva, which is neither appetizing nor satisfying.

My second reason is that my dessert palate is cool or room temperature. The exception being still hot baked items like cookies, scones, or croissants. I prefer room temperature cobblers, pies, and crisps. But the desserts I really love are cold. Ice cream comes to mind. Custards, fruit tarts, puddings, cheesecake, and probably hundreds more variations on the theme are what I seek out.

Theoretically it’s a strange thing that chocolate and coffee infused desserts are regularly part of my pastry life, then, as tea ones aren’t. But it could be another case of hot equals savory and when that’s got over give me cold chocolate milk not cold black tea with sugar. Hmm, or, in a pinch, I’ll take the matcha green tea mochi.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Mind the Gap

If you can handle the lousy editing, Closing the Food Gap is a very informative read with many stories and situations that are absolutely fascinating. I was around page 90 when I just had to go back and look at the credits at the beginning of the book. Mark Winne thanks his High School English teacher. I am positively certain that the teacher was fabulous. My preferred teachers were, elementary through graduate school. But that doesn’t mean that I would write a book without an editor! (A blog, yes.)

The editing and reasoning skills of Winne were continually lacking, but the experiences were full and rich. He spent 25 years working on food justice programs in Connecticut, and is now a writer, speaker, and lives in New Mexico. He thoroughly described the efforts he wrought on every social level for the health and nourishment of his communities, many of which were wonderfully admirable. They do paint a bleak picture of Connecticut, though, so the tourism board may not look favorably on this book.

As a Washingtonian, not DC, I felt that a lot of the issues he brings up were out of place in my Whole Foods neighborhood. I say that but know that many other parts of my city are less well served. I have ample access to good, healthy food, including numerous Farmers’ Markets, where I pick up my weekly CSA box of vegetables. This is Winne’s dream-neighborhood. He wants this for every single American: the opportunity to pay top dollar for perfect produce, the opportunity to walk to high quality food resources, and the opportunity to support my local farmer.

Actually it’s my dream neighborhood, too. Since moving here in March of this year, although my income has been slashed to pieces, I am living a happier, healthier life. How did I participate in Resetting the Table in the Land of Plenty? I’m not sure. I do make impeccable eating decisions, and that’s an excellent start. I live among people who make pretty good decisions, too, and so my immediate culture supports the lifestyle.

That this isn’t available to many, many poor urban people in America is regrettable. That it isn’t available to many others whether in rural or small communities is also plausible. This is actually my first close Whole Foods store, and I’m in my 30’s. And I fall into the group of people who Winne also falls into, but whom he dislikes: white, middle class, educated, and healthy. Throughout his book he takes innumerable cheap shots at said group, saying that the reason for no Whole Foods in inner cities is because of racism, desire for solvent businesses, political candidate choices, and bowing to Coca-Cola.

That’s weak in my opinion. I refuse to drink Coke (or Pepsi), have only even witnessed blatant racism once (and left event with racially ostracized individual), maintain reasonable doubt that policies are to blame for people eating junk food, and think that if any of us want to have some good economic growth that those who take incredible economic risks get to choose where.

Even if Winne’s arguments are lacking, his conclusions are strong. Ok, one was nuts, “If we are going to subsidize (new farmers’) entry into to farming, we should not be doing it only to feed the elite customers of Whole Foods Market. That’s like publicly supporting medical school for doctors whose future practice will be limited to cosmetic surgery for the Greenwich, Connecticut, tennis set instead of basic health care in Harlem.” (Closing, 189)

His argument starts because Whole Foods is currently helping local farmers grow for its stores (I see it in mine right here in Seattle – the same Full Circle Farm at the Farmers’ Market is at Whole Foods). So, Winne decides this is smart, and something that the US government should get in on, but not for anybody who has access to Whole Foods. Those kinds of people don’t deserve it. He misses the point that you can’t move forward by demonizing those who have because there are those who have not. Growing vegetables for Whole Foods is like a basic health care doctor for the tennis set as much as growing vegetables for a street market would be like a basic health care doctor for those in Harlem. Farmers, politicians, businesspeople, and rank humanity do not turn apples into oranges despite Winne’s assertions.

Obviously I am not giving this book a glowing review, but that would be impossible for certain structural issues. But I do want to point out that Winne’s work towards closing the food gap is inspiring, the quotes he chooses to disperse at chapter heads applicable, and his assessment of need for new ways to resolve food insecurity in America bright. That he maintains mentors and strong human bonds gives him credence that his writing is unable to bestow. And, as always, a book that references God, even if asking Him for arrogance, which maybe would be seen more nicely as boldness, assures me that all Winne’s ups and downs, insights and misperceptions may even move us towards the justice God seeks.

I’ll end with my favorite sentence as I can sympathize with it without even participating wholly, “… when it comes to food, there is a fine but resilient thread that stitches together the fears, hopes, and aspirations of everybody who has children.” (Closing, 129) Yes, if I’ve learned anything from novels and human priorities, feeding one another good food is always a matter of great importance.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

6 Ingredients Including the Spoon


The new Haagen-Dazs add campaign is one that I can appreciate. So, as I was making a soup recently, I realized that the formula was perfect. I could translate my ingredients to that slogan and save myself some effort!

Carrots, leeks, broth, pepper, and dairy – just add your spoon. Ok, it isn’t really fair to say that broth is an ingredient since it’s obviously tons of vegetables and seasonings in one flavorful addition. The dairy isn’t too accurate, either. I did use about ½ C of cream and then 1 ½ C milk. I guess that if they’d been incorporated to some version of Half and Half then I could claim that. But they didn’t, and I don’t.

Another complication, when you get to the table, it’s completely fair to season one’s soup with more salt and pepper, but I’ve never added salt to ice cream once it’s spun and in my bowl. And Haagen-Dazs doesn’t mention salt. How do they make an ice cream I like without a touch of salt? I'm not sure, for when I look at the absolute most phenomenal ice creams their ingredients are: milk, cream, egg yolks, sugar, salt, and a flavor, such as vanilla.

When I shift my attention to the most amazing soups, don’t they need a combination of vegetables sautéed in butter, water, herbs, seasoning, and maybe a wine reduction and cream brought in at the end? That’s just a vegetable soup, but I love soups with beans, and meat, and broth soups, too.

I have come away deciding that five ingredients aren’t that many. But they do make quite an impression on me, even if my style is a bit of a cheat. I haven’t put a spoon to the new Haagen-Dazs ice cream, but I’ve begun to revolutionize my meals by cutting myself off after pulling five things from the fridge and cupboards. With fall at my door, and broths and heaps of vegetables in a pot, I’ve been eating as well as ever!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Jade Peony

I didn’t finish Jade Peony by the proscribed ‘return by’ date. The book was part of a reading group for September at my library. Something came up and I both didn’t finish it and I missed the meeting, which is too bad. I rather like my groupies and missed seeing them.

So I kept the book these last couple of days to finish, which may also be too bad. First, the library rotation calendar is now off because the book’s not back. That’s too bad, to be keeping others from Wayson Choy’s novel. But the other thing is that I would have written a better, more positive review if I’d only read part instead of all.

Jade Peony is about an immigrant Chinese family in Vancouver, BC about seventy years ago. The structure is that three of the children tell a story about their childhood as being Chinese in Canada, and, by the end, being Canadian with Chinese parents (I say parents, but the grandmother is far and away the most powerful person in this family). This development as we get further down the line to the youngest was pretty decent.

The daughter’s story is around her desire for beauty and the love she has for an old man she believes to be a mystery, part of her grandmother’s stories of intrigue and disguise. It’s pretty realistic sounding and ends in enough tragedy to be authentically Chinese.

The adopted son’s story jumps around a lot with all the foreshadowing a reader can bear. I learned more about the author from this story. No, not necessarily that he put his ego in this child, but more what he wants his reader to believe or accept.

I was this far by the correct date and should have left well enough alone. So far an enjoyable read with plenty of social commentary and heaps of fun Old Chinese stories and ways strung through like lanterns. Plus, I know a bit of pinyin, making all the scattered phrases a pleasant little game rather than just ornamental letters or some kind of interruption.

But I did like the book and wanted a bit more, so I continued and read the third part, about the youngest son. The youngest son has been a worthless character so far, being sickly. He does free up the older kids from the attentions of the Grandmother, which in one case is good and the other not so welcome. When we reach his personal story we find that it really is true, he actually does nothing.

The youngest is perhaps a catalyst for what happens, but he has no inner life. Others act upon him and use him for their purposes. Honestly, it’s a pretty lame segment. It’s almost apparent to the author as well, who can’t seem to keep the child’s age in mind. The kid doesn’t seem at all real or unique; in fact he doesn’t even fit a stereotype. He’s just there and the threads all come around him, so he’s bound, yet may not present, too. Not the way you’d like a character you’re reading for a couple hundred pages to turn out.

And, again Wayson Choy makes social commentary. Although the supporting characters, especially the women, are far more interesting than this boy and really it’s their stories which are told, I do appreciate Choy’s decision not to spell out his conclusions, but let the thing come to its end. An end which just so happens to be more than sufficiently Chinese tragic.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Soft, Chewy, Molasses Spice Cookies


These are cookies I’ve attempted unsuccessfully dozens of times. That may be an exaggeration. These are cookies that I’ve never gotten right. (I should say with readily available recipes. I have a secret recipe from a bakery which is not part of the public domain, but absolute perfection. Sorry.) I’ve used high quality public recipe sources, too.



My most recent recipe was taken from Cooks Illustrated Special Collector’s Edition All-Time Best Recipes (From the First 100 Issues of America’s Most Reliable Food Magazine), no less. My previous molasses spice cookie disaster was an unreliable source, so I’ve never really held that against the recipe. I take responsibility for wasting my own good ingredients and ending up with my personal ‘most horrid cookie ever’ award.


Beyond recipe, I also give much leeway for the fact that my home oven does not actually hold even near correct temperatures, more than one spice in my cupboard is a hand-me-down from my parents after their most recent move (2 years ago), and I’m occasionally liberal with vanilla extract.


These qualifications do not account for the cookies I turned out the other morning, which I made for a bake sale! If they were for personal consumption I would sigh and agree with myself again that a delicious cookie recipe is hard to find.


So, when I read the adjoining article (after making the cookies, of course – well, I wanted an explanation for why mine looked NOTHING like hers) I discovered two things that, if done differently, would maybe yield entirely acceptable results. One, Dawn, the recipe developer, thinks the egg white made her cookie too cake-y. My cookie could have used some fluff. Two, Dawn decided that 1 teaspoon of baking soda would give the cookies ‘nice height.’ If this is nice height I have shortness issues.


What was genuinely impressive about the recipe was the taste. Frustrated at my first batch out of the oven that looked like a single large sheet cookie rather than the very cute, round, orange sugared dozen that entered the oven, I decided to eat one for vengeance. The problem of them melding into one meant that I really could only eat about ¼ of that ‘one’ before my stomach was crying for mercy. I realized this was the wrong solution and moved on to make tiny cookies (which turned into full sized ones) baked at a higher temperature for less time.


So they’re still flat and ugly, but at least they’re round instead of cookie pull-aparts. The flavor is excellent. But considering how mine didn’t quite work out, the special orange sugar coating was all work, no glory. If I try this recipe again, I’m adding the whole egg.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

John

I recently finished reading and studying the Gospel of John, which doesn’t really fit the bill of my blog, as it is neither pastry nor poppycock, but a seriously written account of a luminous and infinite person. However, as it was terribly meaningful to me and the ability it would take to distill it for a blog seems daunting, here I am.

As a writer I do not really take too many challenges. Therefore, rather than tackle the life and ministry of Jesus of Nazareth, as John was quite effective at, I am going to take the one story that once I read it in John’s Gospel, I was really unable to think of anything else. (Slight exaggeration; I thought of minimal other things, too.)

The story of Jesus being called into the already long and difficult life and judgment of the Man Born Blind was absolutely breathtaking. Now, the thing about reading Bible stories, chapters, or even whole Gospels, is that they are fairly familiar. I already knew going into the Gospel of John that the Light of the World was going to appear. I already knew I was going to encounter the Woman at the Well. I was even familiar with how the book reaches its climax, including the Three Crows, The Empty Tomb, and a Large Catch of Fish.

But there’s nothing like a good shudder and case of massive stereotype to bring to light that Jesus’ ways are not only incredibly different than those of world leaders, they’re not necessarily story-book ending inducing. Let’s look at the Man Born Blind. This story takes place in Chapter 9, it involves a man, his parents, Jesus, his disciples, religious leaders, and townspeople. If I were to write a novel that would be plenty of characters, but this, for Jesus, is just another day in the life.

Our introduction is brief. Jesus sees the man. Jesus’ disciples asked who sinned. (Blimey, people.) Jesus tells them that nobody sinned; it’s just another way for God’s glory to be revealed. Jesus heals the man! What a great story! The man’s not condemned, Jesus saves the day, and the disciples learn another talking point.

But, enter townspeople. They question: is this the man born blind now seeing? Some say yes, others no. But the MBB himself kept saying, “It is me!” (But how should he know, right?) So the townspeople take him to the Pharisees. The Pharisees don’t believe this crazy story. They demand the parents come. The parents say they don’t know what happened to their blind son, ask the man, he is an adult, you know.

Then the Pharisees get the Man Born Blind back and tell him to renounce Jesus, who must be a sinner to have given the MBB sight. The MBB says he only knows the good things Jesus did, and not all this add on. The Pharisees mock the MBB. The MBB gives them a piece of his mind (which happens to be a beautiful understanding of God, worship, and world history). The Pharisees get pissed.

Now we’re heading for closure, and guess who’s back! Jesus hears about the man. Jesus goes to the MBB and gets a confession. The MBB and Jesus are BFF! The lurking Pharisees pull down the curtains by being the only ones told by Jesus that they are in sin.

So, is this really happy? Not by my standards, but mine may be too elevated. The MBB was in a very sad state before Jesus, then meets Jesus, gets sight, but ends up in an even harsher drama. The townspeople who maybe before gave him bread refuse to believe he is himself, the Pharisees throw the book at him and toss him out, his own parents were unwilling to risk association with him. See, in a real happy ending the guy gets the girl, the car, and the job. Here, the MBB only gets Jesus. But he can see, so the MBB knows that this is truly a very good ending.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Magazine Recipes


I surprisingly found myself at the library last week. My wandering took me a ways – all the way to the back issue magazines section – where I began to browse among the cooking magazines until I saw one that stopped me. I’d seen it before, too, so I knew that the craving was a double hit. There was the picture of a chocolate caramel tart that I really wanted to sink my teeth into.

Fortunately for me, I was able to organize a dinner party within the week, which was going to allow me to make said tart. All the dinner party attendees thought they were the fortunate ones as the tart was preceded by my own special purple potato gnocchi with hazelnut pesto, heirloom tomato and caramelized onion pizza, and baked ling cod. The fact that the dinner was pure whimsy and used only partial recipes or ‘idea-gathering’ from dozens heeded no casualties and I got pretty happy eaters. The rumor had spread that there was dessert, so most people eased off of dinner when that telephone game reached their ears.

I give all the credit to two sources: one, Marlow and Sons, in Brooklyn, NY, two, Saveur Magazine April 2009 issue, tucked away at the library in a difficult to find (unless the librarian explained the system to you) box behind a wooden compartment.

But, what can I say, I got the credit last weekend for an excellent tart, which is pretty easy, actually. The key is that you make the crust and let it sit then bake it, make the caramel and let it cool in the tart, then make the ganache and let that set up on top of the caramel that has cooled in the tart. Three easy steps, with a wait period between each one, and a delicious tart is yours. I think I’ll ‘wow’ the crowds again with that one. Or perhaps just myself right after lunch….

Thursday, September 17, 2009

A-Town

Back in High School I was introduced to Thorton Wilder’s Our Town by my English teacher who casually mentioned that his daughter’s name was Emily. As his daughter was a classmate and my home town was not far removed from Grover’s Corner, except by ninety years and most of the distance of the United States, I already knew her name.

In Our Town, baseball was one of the themes of life and cars were new and exciting. In my day, I believe basketball was a higher ranking sport, and we were learning about personal computers. I don’t doubt that every one of us now has a laptop, not to mention a car.

As I was in Anacortes visiting my parents, the small town play seemed highly appropriate, so I read it the other morning. I may have read it before. I can’t be sure. But this time I realize that the stuff of the play is much less about baseball and cars than I had expected when I picked it up. (Which it ought to be, considering that it is part of the Franklin Library Classics.) Trappings aside, my view of small town life remains highly indistinguishable from Wilder’s in this play.

However, I find our narrator, who’s official title is Stage Manager, to be a really fascinating chap. He’s half townsperson and half universal being. What a strange situation, even if fairly typical of a small town where people do tend to take on a few different roles. The Manager physically sets the stage and introduces Grover’s Corners, but then he interacts with the characters at will, standing in for a preacher and a soda fountain jerk.

This Manager even brings in a variety of experts on the town, either from the university or local paper, to fill in some of the details. It’s a rather surprising addition considering he appears every bit as knowledgeable as his special guests. You’ll remember how the Manager puts together the newspaperman’s kitchen as we were all getting settled in to learn about Grover’s Corners. Not to get too logical about it, but if you know the layout of someone’s home and how many breakfasts they eat together, well then there’s little doubt that you couldn’t go ahead and fry the bacon, too.

But that seems to be Wilder’s point. Sure Mrs. Webb makes coffee every single morning, as regular as the milk delivery, but we must wrestle with the question of whether or not she savors it. She knows it’s good and right for her children to eat slowly, so I’m one who votes that she, too, remarks on the heliotrope in the Gibbs’ garden as readily as saints and poets do.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Obscurity in the USA

Two of my meals on a recent day were absolutely cliché. Breakfast: two scrambled eggs with salt and pepper, two slices of toast, buttered with homemade raspberry jam, a pear, and tea with milk. Lunch: peanut butter and honey on whole wheat sandwich, carrot, apple, glass of milk, and two my-version ‘cowboy’ cookies. My plans for dinner were: pasta with tomato, basil and onion sauce, sautéed dandelion greens, and, if I’m lucky, red wine.

See, a CSA box isn’t that weird! Ok, when I looked at the long dandelion greens the other morning and asked the market clerk, “What’s that?” I didn’t have a clear idea about how I was going to integrate the greens into my weekly vegetable consumption, although after she identified them I immediately recognized the leaf, posing a further (internal) question, “Why are you selling me this?” The fact that I got two more green cabbages also fills me with some trepidation. But, I’m looking on the bright side, which is that I’m going to visit my parents later and THEY can figure out just what to make of the cylinder beets, my growing stockpile of bunches of radishes, and those scarlet runner beans I’ve now had for two weeks….

Last night’s dinner was a CSA salad, miso soup with onion and CSA bok choy.

Beyond that it gets fuzzy, but other successful meals last week include:

Obscure CSA greens casserole (kale, chard, herbs, beet greens, radish greens, spinach, arugula, mizuna, frisee, etc. Sautee, then toss with a béchamel , cover in cheese and bran nibs, and bake! Ta-da, delicious.)

Plum and rice stuffed CSA bell peppers

Ground CSA wheat berries flour in a plum cake

CSA lettuce salads with CSA radishes

Snacks of plums, CSA nectarines and CSA pears

So, how creative does one have to be? Pretty creative, really. Especially since broccoli shows up regularly, and how is one to eat that much of it? Once every couple of months is fine, but every other week? It’s draining on my artistic ability in the kitchen. I’m about ready to just make plate decorations with the newest cucumber I got – can you believe they sent another one! My lifetime intake of green cabbage has taken a multiple hundreds of percentage increase. But it’s all ok, because I really, really didn’t know that some obscure greens are so good (in sauce), and I had an ear of corn nearly every day last week!

Also, since I pawn off all the boring cauliflower (and because I figured it was somewhat greedy and therefore made it up by having baked turnips the following night), I’ll just mention quietly that I ate four baby Jerusalem artichokes with a hazelnut vinaigrette for dinner not too long ago and it was heavenly!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Polysyllablism

You want to know why Nick Hornby resonates so well? It’s because he’s brilliant, that’s why. I skipped multiple reading group sessions this summer because I couldn’t take one more book about artists and authors. What does Hornby criticize authors for (to the chagrin of the Spree, mind you)? All these mad books about bookish people! Hello, if we read them we’re those people and don’t want to hear about it! (Wait. I’m agreeing with an author, while reading his book about books he’s reading, that books about writing come across to me as somewhat ridiculous and less interesting as other subjects? Hmmm. Ok, unless, of course, it’s you, Nick, giving voice to the tiresomeness of it, then.)

And, as I was sitting on the front porch, chuckling at something else he wrote, my neighbor walked by and commented,
“Good book?”
“Oh, great! Nick Hornby.”
“I’ll have to put it on my reading list.”
“It’s his Complete Polysyllabic Spree where he discusses everything he’s reading.”
Pause.
Me again, “Have you read him before?”
“No.”
“Oh, he’s fabulous! Nick Hornby – British!”

Sorry, Nick, I may not have pulled that one out for you.

The truth is, Hornby not only writes his (somewhat) monthly articles about what he’s reading, which would be entertaining enough, but he actually creates tension with the editorial board, nearly giving his segment a plot! So, not only have I developed an abundant list of new books to read, I enjoyed the list-making in a genuinely pleasant way! Shall I share what I took away from The Diary of an Occasionally Exasperated But Ever Hopeful Reader? No, I’ll allow you to get the satisfaction for yourself.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Summer with a hint of easy

I don’t know that anyone could conjure up anything more wonderful than the fresh, ripe, juicy nectarines I’ve been eating recently. Even eating them I’m so excited by the next dripping sweet bite that I rush through the whole thing with nothing to show but a pit and a sticky hand (which I lick).

Stone fruit, or any tree fruit, I was just recently told, doesn’t grow everywhere. If I’m ever to be a genuine locavore, those places are herewith crossed off my list. But my food fanaticism has less to do with location than quality, so I refuse to engage in premature concern. My second ‘however’ relates to the unlikelihood of coming to such a pass, considering this is new knowledge and does not apply to any of the places I’ve lived within my memory years.

The now only slightly tacky hand writing this, earlier made a nectarine sorbet base. I did it somewhat like a jam and somewhat like a poach. I started by making a heavy syrup with 3 pounds of sugar, added 7 pounds of fruit, and a ½ cup of lemon juice, then cooked them until the fruit exploded against the pot with gentle pressure.

I pureed and strained the whole while still warm. A tester came along with her spoon about then for verification purposes and exclaimed, “Oh! It tastes like summer!” Oh, and it does taste like summer today again and again, every single bite and lick of it.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Stop Following Me! But please read on....

Sometimes, just standing there, do you ever get chills and look around to see what’s the matter? Or, walk more briskly when there’s someone right behind you, or in my case, less briskly so they can pass? It’s one of those strange gut feelings that must be listened to, but really probably doesn’t matter if the other is a real piece of work.

My prayers at dinner took a stride towards specificity after I finished Kate Brennan’s In His Sites. ‘Thank-you, Lord, for my safety and ability to be.’ I concur, as she puts it, that there’s always someone who’s having a harder time. I know this from many sources, but each day I thank God for some new thing I hadn’t realized before. I’m not the point of fixation for a madman, and that is good news!

This book, a story of one woman’s meeting, loving, and leaving a man, rather mundane as far as it goes, shoots into high gear when we discover he’s a sex addicted (his diagnosis) psychopath (my diagnosis) who dedicates years – over a decade and counting – of his life to tormenting her thereafter.

What I seem to always ask is: How does such a competent woman, obviously capable of a solid writing career, with demonstrated talent in this compelling autobiography, get into such a mess? The too pat answer is that she experienced this to learn and grow as a person, and then to teach, through writing the story. These were both explored and counted valid by the author. This sounds somewhat peaceful for such a menace to inhabit her life. But, maybe that is what it’s about. I’m certainly aware of further social deviances from reading this than I had been before.

But the next question points towards me: Why did I choose to read this? Well, the Seattle libraries, in response to the current economic downturn, closed for a week, so I went and stocked up on reading material in my #2 preferred location and saw this on the new/recommended shelf. But, as I didn’t pick up the others, I admit to a grand curiosity on how men and women relate, with stalking as part of it all that makes no sense. I don’t even keep up extraordinarily well with good friends whom I hold dear, so who could be motivated to chase an ex who wants rid of you???

All this to say, there’s yet another mark against the independently wealthy, which the stalker is. But, more to the point, there’s a strong cautionary note about getting involved in relationships with psychotic people. That I can fully embrace – no rich lunatics for me!

Generally speaking, men can be put at ease as Kate only has hard feelings about specific unrepentant men with specific unsavory behaviors. Namely: drunkenness, bribery, sexual misconduct, lying, manipulation, domination, and stalking. Pretty much everyone else gets a pass.

One of her greatest points was when she decided to leave Paul. Kate described how she just had to stop listening to his pleas and think clearly about his actions. In that line of reasoning, so what if I praise this book as well-written, informative, and a page turner. Concentrate on how I got to the library and read it straight through. That tells all!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Plum Crazy




I’m curious as to whether that expression is due to the absurd amount of plums that come raining down from the trees right about now and seem to have no actual projected end date. Crazy is forever.


And this goes on and on! I’ve made plum chutney, plum jam, plum cakes; I’ve halved and frozen plums, poached plums, dehydrated plums, and eaten plums. I’ve given away plums, which takes some work, as many other people seem to also have an abundance of the small purple bowel movers themselves. I took probably 30 or more pounds of plums to a food bank and found it closed. Disappointment!


All that said, my favorite thing so far was picking them. No, not because I enjoy the wobbly ladder to which I have access, or the myriad spiders crawling and swinging around me, or seeing (and avoiding) the plums that managed to rot on the tree, or even the rain that came when I was about half way and made me decide to put off the rest for the following day. The thing I liked was getting up high and reaching.


Um, I know, reminds one a little bit of step aerobics. But it was five steps up, reach, pick, toss, reach, pick, toss. I wasn’t being at all gentle with these guys and really did drop them down to the bucket I had balanced on the ladder’s shelf by my feet. And who wouldn’t! It’s fun to be up in a tree finding fruit, but once it’s found, and I realized early on that there was a whole lot of it, then there’s the of a chore of figuring out what to do with it. No interest at all in the one that goes astray with all 99 of the others clamoring for attention!


I’ll admit that the plum cake was fabulous. I froze enough plums that I’ll be able to make that any time I like all winter long. The cake is from a recipe I found about three years ago online and have since lost, but, you know, I remember the essentials: plums, sugar, butter, flour, baking powder, spices, buttermilk. It turns out fabulously no matter how I make it, so the essential aspect is definitely the plums. And it’s true that there were no eggs originally and I still don’t add any, which switches this cake into a sort of biscuit in my mind, which translates loosely into a cobbler, so to call it a cake at all is mere politeness to the original baker.


So my good times in the tree out front will make many more good times in the kitchen. If I decide it was all worthwhile, then I still have the other plum tree out back to start in on!! Crazy!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Huckleberry Season

Sometimes I think I’ll just go reread a book because I just don’t remember it well and know it to be important literature. Sometimes I realize that there’s no way I ever read the book initially as I would have HAD to remember something, considering it was so vibrant.

This takes me to Mark Twain’s The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, which I ‘re’read just the other week and came away with the strange sensation of being introduced to entirely new material. Now, I know I’ve read about Tom Sawyer. In the 5th grade we did a school play with the whitewashing scene. The same one my brother’s class did a few years earlier, so I already could practically quote it when it was supposed to be fresh. But I never went on to Huck’s adventures that year or any other until now.

Somehow I just lumped the two stories together. I didn’t add the frog jumping contest short story to the pile, which I know I only just read last year and found a bit nutty. But there does seem to be something nutty about these stories of kids and adults and culture and river that are at once familiar and entirely mystical. How could a grown man be like Jim? How could a young boy be like Huck? What changes in America have wrought those persons unbelievable?

And yet, isn’t it just like a child to run away from bad and not so bad just to be free? And wouldn’t a man in danger need more help and be more faithful than one who saw himself as autonomous? And doesn’t every other character we meet, whether capricious, conniving, gullible, dangerous or endearing, somehow keep us thinking that humanity may have new trappings, but is not too far removed from the low banks of the Mississippi?

The pleasant times Huck and Jim enjoy make me yearn to float alongside them, but the scrapes and storms and general uncertainty let me know that what baffles me would confuse anyone, and when I am at the end of the line, well, maybe a canoe will come along and keep me afloat. Huck and Jim extend measures of grace which are unparalleled by their main associates, creating the most unlikely heroes. These heroes, though, are ones I will not forget and hope to even reread for real!

Friday, August 28, 2009

Butter, huh.


The other day a friend of mine was extolling the Bread and Butter Pudding that his aunt in England makes. Then another friend joined in, saying how great Bread and Butter Pudding is. Now I know how to make great bread pudding, and I really think my custard is excellent, but I was all intrigued by the butter. I wanted to give it a try!

Well, so I did. This is phenomenal. I couldn’t have been happier! I did add some vanilla and one extra spoonful of sugar, but other than that, the dash of salt, and, well, the temperature I baked it at… here it is!

Bread and Butter Pudding (Recipe of FD's Aunt in England)
3 slices of buttered bread cut into quarters
1- 2 small handfuls of currents or Sultanas
1 desert spoon sugar
1 pint of milk
2 eggs

layer the bread in a greased pie dish buttered side up sprinkle the fruit and the sugar on the layers.

Heat the milk, not to hot, beat the eggs with a fork and pour on to the warmed milk then mix the mixture well
pour into pie dish over the bread, grate nutmeg on the top and leave to stand for 30 mins .
bake in a moderate oven for 30mins or till set and brown (375 F)
Serve with cream

What makes bread and butter better than bread? The butter makes it better. Otherwise this recipe is just like the great and wonderful bread pudding you and I love to eat. Or, it’s something like baked French Toast, which I also love to eat.

I used the ends of a loaf of Como from Grand Central Bakery, which I found to be perfect for this, letting the heels sit in the most liquid under the other layers. Just what I would have expected, they soaked up the milk and turned into delicious custard softness. But the buttered slices on top, which I also sprinkled with sugar after buttering then cutting in 2” squares, developed that well-buttered crunch on top with the custard soaking up through the square, creating a custardy, crunchy, raisin-nutmeg-y explosion of awesomeness that I ate warm!

Bread Pudding’s fine, and I’m happy to try it again, but Bread and Butter Pudding is on top!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

The Vocal, the Literary

Finding one’s voice is a worthwhile pursuit and one that our lady, The Uncommon Reader, takes to develop. Interestingly, to me her voice is entirely strong and distinct throughout.

Yet, as I am not British Royalty, perhaps I just don’t understand. Having played at writing with the Queen’s voice (not included here), it is clear how differently she and I address ourselves and our world.

But we have a great commonality, the uncommon one and I. We read. We enter other worlds, learn other ways of being, and generally enjoy what’s out there – even to the point of sympathizing with other people.

Alan Bennett’s work in developing a character in her late 70s into a person of new interests and vitality was a great yet brief pleasure. The novella filled but one sunny afternoon. No matter, I’ll just pop back to the library and experience yet another voice!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Sugar Doodles


My nieces came over on a recent afternoon, so I thought I’d bake them a treat. My sister and I would be taking a walk, while they would ride their bikes, meaning that all will be hungry and really, really need a snack afterwards. The three little girls have varying tastes, and I decided to cater to the blandest, as everyone can accept plain, but not all can accept complex flavors.

Therefore, I set out to make a plain butter or sugar cookie. These are so simple, yet can be so improved with a little of this and a little of that. I found a snickerdoodle recipe and decided that although it was entirely inoffensive, it was also truly too dull. So I began to look online for cream cheese sugar cookies.

Those recipes were far more interesting, even if the only added ingredient besides sugar, butter, and flour was cream cheese! But they all wanted me to roll out the dough. I love my nieces, but I was not going to roll out dough.

True to form, I began to combine recipes, combine flavors, and keep it all white so that maybe the kids would eat it!

1 C butter
4oz cream cheese
1 ¾ C sugar
2 eggs
1t vanilla
½ lemon juiced – maybe a tablespoon
3 C flour
3t baking powder
Dash of salt

After mixing all that, I let the dough rest in the fridge to set up. I really didn’t want too runny of cookies! But neither did I want them overly stiff once baked. So, I put them still gooey on plastic wrap and rolled the dough into a log as one would for freezer cookies. The dough was pretty soft, actually, so I wasn’t expecting a perfect circle. I planned to slice the cookies off the roll and put oval slabs of them on a baking tray (400*F for 10min). I even was ready to toss a few sprinkles on them, as pink crystals of sugar don’t put the girls off, or necessitate extra exertion. :-)

When all was said and done, they turned out just wonderfully. The heaps of baking powder and a second egg kept the cookie cake-y, as you’d expect from a snickerdoodle, but the sugar cookie flavors came through so well that the couple leftovers I happily enjoyed baked off the following day. Therefore, it fit my goal of a delicious flavor with neither cinnamon nor rolling pin!

Monday, August 17, 2009

Confessions of a 'Sugar Person'

I don’t understand Barbara Kingsolver’s family-wide fixation with bananas. As they slog through a year of glorious organic produce and poultry in Animal, Vegetable, Miracle, figuring out that it is as good as it sounds – having lots of gorgeous food from the garden – and that it’s as hard as it sounds – preparing in advance all that glorious stuff for winter – she keeps coming back to bananas.

Being a bit of a traveler, I’ve actually had bananas where they’re from, and they’re not that good in Seattle by comparison. I really think on bananas the way Kingsolver describes tomatoes: pretty phenomenal in the right circumstances, but hardly worth it otherwise. Anyhow, with all that great summer squash she harvested, there’s no need for bananas! They substitute very nicely.

When Kingsolver’s family set out to eat local food for one year, they allowed few big outside purchases, exceptions being olive oil, pasta, and flour. There were some further breaches made for beverages such as coffee, hot chocolate, and wine. That being said, I never noticed her calculated consumption of sugar. I was looking for it, too. And I know there was some, because they made jam!

The truth is that I have romanticized the idea of a self-sufficient farm where I could figure out how to grow what I want to eat (on a hard rock candy mountain), only to come to the realization that even though garden fresh fruits and vegetables are incredibly sweet, I just might want more than honey sometimes. Here you may take into account that I am a pastry chef!

The romantic ideals go back to Little House in the Big Woods when Laura Ingalls Wilder has bear for dinner and asks for the leg, or at Christmas gets maple sugar candy for a huge spectacular treat. Or, later, maybe by Plum Creek, when there’s an orange at a party that she delights in eating, segment by segment. I remember trying to savor the oranges that I got in my stocking as a kid – but knowing it was from our huge box of oranges really spoiled that, so I usually just returned them to the kitchen and curled up with my newest book instead.

Devouring books is no new thing for me, and I did gobble this book on “A Year of Food Life” faster than Kingsolver and her whole extended family could get through one home grown, free range Thanksgiving turkey. Like Kingsolver’s novel-writing, her personality comes through, sometimes overly precious, but still compelling. I do appreciate authors with less partisan political bent, but often enough she left that alone and discussed the real issue: food.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Gooseberry Custard Tart

Recently my mom’s friend shared her family recipe for rhubarb custard pie with me. A very simple custard of milk, eggs, sugar, and perhaps flour, and yummy enough for dessert or breakfast. I love a French custard tart, where the fruit is interchangeable, but often apple. It can be called an alsatienne, having equal parts cream, milk, and eggs, with sugar and vanilla, basically a sweet quiche. Or, even a clafoutis accepts fruit, which I’ve seen done dozens of ways, the basic French versions being my favorite. One is a thick custard, almost a flan, with cherries (pits included!) another calls for almond meal and berries.

The fact that these all excite me and I make them as often as I can, should be tempered by the fact that often I try them while out with nothing but frustrated disappointment. In my mind a baked custard is the easiest thing possible. Perhaps on par with chocolate chip cookies. How could someone make a bad one? It would have to almost be intentional sabotage of deliciousness.

But this is not true. I decided to do some online investigation and tried out some recipes that come up at the top of search engine lists. My Lord Jesus Christ, those were some foul desserts. One I made at my parents’ with my mom commenting politely, after trying the outcome, ‘um, honey, you know, I think I like my apple pie better.’

Hello! Understatement! McDonald’s apple pie is better. I decided to keep the recipe and write ‘Disaster! Do not try again,’ across the body of it. Generally I write all over my recipes, considering myself a culinary scientist, not so unlike the Half Blood Prince with his Potions book.

Therefore, my lovelies, here’s the custard tart I made with some suspicious fruits called ‘gooseberries.’ It’s worth noting that gooseberries are lots tarter baked – like how endives are super bitter baked, but sweet raw. Well, these little geese get sour!!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

What Not to Say

Oh, do I like British writers: William Shakespeare, Thomas Hardy, Helen Felding, and the list continues. Sometimes I don’t even realize an author’s British until I’ve begun a book, which is the case with Mark Vernon’s What Not to Say, which I picked up from the library expecting a light and silly read. With a bright colored-pencil stylized cover design and lots of scribbling, plus the description of awkward moments on the back, it is easy to assume. However, the subtitle, Philosophy for Life’s Tricky Moments, is in earnest.

So, ever want to know what to say to end a friendship? Carefully, advises Vernon after extensively considering Nietzsche and Plato. And why do you want children? Hm, maybe one question worth asking before giving it a go. He even advises you on a particularly clever poem to recite when a friend enters into an ill-matched or disappointing marriage, giving you, at last, something to say.

As with most British thinking, Vernon advises a great deal of tact when addressing one’s public and private moments. Very nicely, though, he always does advise one to speak and engage, often falling back on the less is more strategy, but with a punch. I particularly appreciate his treatise on making a complaint. Here the wit of a Brit can be absolutely delicious! If one’s wit is not quite as sharp, no matter, the point remains that one should articulate against injustices. If others are angry over silly things, let not that dissuade me from my rage of importance!

Vernon’s erudition is a pleasure as he leads one through ancient, modern, and otherwise texts and philosophers, distilling contemporary situations, thereby supporting, even with his own biblical references, that there is nothing new under the sun.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Summer Salads


Once again I was presented with an array of summer vegetables in my CSA box. When I opened it and looked around, I found a cabbage. I have only bought a cabbage one time before in my life, and only know two things to do with it. You can either bake it with corned beef on St Patrick’s Day, or you can make cole slaw. I made cole slaw.

That one time I bought a cabbage was a few years ago, to make cole slaw for the 4th of July, and although I probably found a great recipe which was fantastic, I decided to go looking again. I looked online, I looked in cookbooks, I thought about looking through my old cooking notes. And this is what I did:

One Green Cabbage
One Yellow Carrot
One Bunch Green Onions

Dressing:
Cider Vinegar
Bitter Honey
Olive Oil

Chop up the vegetables, make a dressing with the rest, pour it over the vegetables, and let it rest, refrigerated.

I found the bitter honey at the Chateau Ste Michelle winery in Woodinville. I had never seen bitter honey before and was curious about it. In fact, as I’ve attended a honey convention in France, and go out of my way to honey taste at markets from St Petersburg to Ballard, I really thought I’d seen most of the honey out there. Interestingly it was on sale, having stayed past its ‘best if used by’ date. One thing that I’ve heard reiterated about honey is that it doesn’t go bad, so I figured even bitter honey should be ok. And it is. I have paired it with goat’s cheese, added it to numerous vinaigrettes, and generally a dab here and a dab there for fun.

The yellow carrot is part of a bunch of rainbow carrots, with red, orange and yellow carrots all set together like a bouquet of Gerber daisies. I tasted each one separately. I probably should have done it blind folded, as the orange carrot was by far the best. I will save those for eating on their own.

Worth mentioning, I did make three salads, but received a particular complement on the slaw, even though I think that my broccoli salad was the greatest success, considering how little I like broccoli, yet finished this one off first! The third salad was beets and dill... yummy!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Trend towards Adrianism

Browsing for new books at the library is a seriously awesome pastime of mine. So, when I came upon Cass R. Sunstein’s book, I was hooked. It has two very impressive features; a phenomenal cover design and an enticing title. I give a little ‘hurrah’ for marketing in literature and picked it up!

I have not been disappointed. The library may be a little disappointed, as I was meant to return it last week, but we’ll be ok. I HAD to finish it and have it here to write about. The ideas and studies presented in Going to Extremes: How like minds unite and divide, were extremely compelling, explain enormous amounts of social interactions, and, I think, were incorrect. Er, I mean, very correct and perfect. Hm, shall I be united or divided?

How do likeminded people become extremists? It is certainly a question that I’ve asked as perfectly competent people make ridiculous decisions, which I’ve witnessed, stupefied. Or, better (worse) yet, be in a situation where one’s voice is entirely disregarded as the group runs away from truth. Oh, how that stings. And, it has a name! It’s called ‘cascading,’ but can go in any direction. And, I even discovered why, that one time, when I was completely certain of my own calculations, then looked at the crowd intent on a particularly lousy decision and decided not to put up the fight, merely excusing myself. Aha, I practiced self-censoring and self-selection. Notably, it has bothered me ever since, as I do not like to take that route.

There are two parts of this book that really got me thinking. One addressed the extremism of Islamic terrorism, and the other was a study of Stanford students. To address Sunstein’s whole argument leading up to his example of Islamic terrorism just might necessitate quoting the whole first part of the book. As I won’t do that, I’ll just give the clincher. If you would like to see a change in something that you find to be incorrect extremism, engage on respected terms. I have often encouragingly quipped ‘politely!’ to those wishing to go head to head with their opponent. Oh, to have someone whom you respect open your eyes to new information and ideas – so beautiful and successful. In the plainest terms, Sunstein concludes that only Muslims can change the mindset of Islamic terrorists.

The other was a study of university students who play acted a psychological experiment as guards and prisoners, wherein the activities were really foul. There was one quote by the psychologist conducting the study, Zimbardo, which has irked me. He said that the students showed no differences at the beginning of the study yet were entirely dissimilar by the end. From what I read, I would disagree, saying they were all still completely uniform at the end. Not one showed heroics, not one rose above any ‘station,’ and not one proved driven by any internal morality. Each participant responded to the authority with obedience, squelching any personally held ideas of individual worth; only a couple of the ‘prisoners’ objected to their treatment, necessitating removal from the project. (The fact that scientists may no longer conduct such human experiments for study is slightly encouraging… of course TV networks may produce highly similar ‘games’ for entertainment value.) Sunstein continues to discuss Abu Ghraib, individual thresholds against bad behavior, and concludes that there are dispositions towards evil and towards good. The makeup and interaction of groups will determine the final outcome.

So I’ve discovered. That there is the opportunity to influence outcomes through bold statements, truth notwithstanding, is overwhelmingly supported through studies and experience. That one may stand against group polarization (or create an opposing group) and turn the tide of extremism is an idea I hope to develop. Watch out for Adrianism!

Friday, July 31, 2009

Frank and Mamah

Loving Frank is meant to be a historical novel. And it is, somewhat. The dates on the pages indicate the setting as turn of the century. The novel moves from Chicago to Berlin, Paris, Tuscany, and Kyoto, to somewhere outside Madison. All those places were true and distinct in the early 20th century. There was the great Woman Movement in the states, the modernist movement in Europe, and certainly ancient art in Japan.

Regretfully our main character, Mamah Borthwick, is completely fictionalized. The only things that are truly known of her are that she was married, loved and translated the writings of Sweden’s Ellen Key, had an affair with Frank Lloyd Wright, and died in a ghastly attack at the home she and Frank shared.

Uh-oh, is that a give-away? Did I just spoil the ending? Hmm, well, it’s difficult to say. I only finished the novel because I skipped ahead wondering if anything ever actually happens other than a 40 year old mother’s internalized wondering if leaving her children was very clever. The idea that she may possibly be a martyr to free love finally gives the book some intrigue. Otherwise, random violence leveled against an introspective woman is not super interesting, especially when the woman was not the famous historical figure of the story.

Writing a fictional account of Frank’s life may be interesting, but there are already biographies and autobiographies on him. Therefore, creating a story about his love life, of which there is precious little record, does strike a note when the three or four scraps of information about one particular mistress are so incredibly potent. However, there seems to be so much more to say that would create a sense of time and place that just didn’t happen, as much of the expression in the novel came across as contemporary. When all is said and done I will be more interested in Frank’s architecture than Mamah’s translations, just as I would have been before.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Uncommonly HOT

It's too hot to blog. It's too hot to cook. It's too hot to read.

However, I have been doing the latter two at my typical rate. Only sitting at a desk typing with sticky fingers has been put on hold. I have determined to take my book and sun tea with peaches to a cool lake for the remainder of this heat wave and may return afterwards when cool rains come and soothe my sweaty soul.

Peace out.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Community Supported Agriculture

Boxes of vegetables are coming my way. I have joined a CSA this year! I’m super excited about what I might discover. So far in my farm sharing I traveled to the peninsula to visit the farm, have a look around, and pick some super phenomenal strawberries.

Now there are a few distinct examples in my life which will elucidate why a farm share works for me. Let me discuss the strawberries for just a moment. I am not a fan of ‘strawberries.’ Picking an organic strawberry that is ripe on its itsy bitsy ground cover bush does not have much to do with ‘strawberries’ as they find their way to so many grocery stores. So, at Nash’s Organic Farm, the strawberries were like the ones that you might dream about if you felt like eating sun warmed juicy candy that melts in your mouth needing only the pressure of your tongue to mash it against the roof of your mouth. This corresponds to the memory I have from my childhood, eating the little strawberries my mom grew in planters on the front steps. Reproducing miracles in one’s mouth is no small thing. This works for me.

This week in my box I got salads and other stuff. I should discuss the other stuff, as that’s going to take creativity to use, but I started out by washing my salads. And then I tasted them. And since then I’ve been eating salad for all my meals and snacks (except breakfast). And that is not because there’s so much and I get another box next week! It has everything to do with the crispy, crunchy, slightly sweet, somewhat ticklish edged leaves they possess.

But I do get another box next week, so I really could use a little help. Are you hungry?

Friday, July 10, 2009

Kateri's Crows

I shudder in my attempt to identify with Kateri Tekakwitha, in The Reason for Crows. Diane Glancy found Kateri, a Mohawk Indian girl, on a panel of St. Patrick’s Cathedral in NYC and has written a first person narrative of her story, including narrative from the point of view of the priests she meets.

Kateri’s mother was stolen by the Mohawks from her original tribe. Kateri’s father was the Mohawk chief. Kateri should have been the daughter of Helen of Troy by my calculations of how people groups do tribal fighting and spoiling and regeneration. Except, in upstate New York during the year 1656 things seem more disastrous on the individual level without the overarching epic story.

The epic story has invading traders, priests, and disease conquering the smaller groups of already warring peoples. But is there love! Yes, we see that there is. Is it sacrificial? To the utmost, as only sacrifice and hardship are available to she-who-walks-searching-in-front-of-her, to her who hears Ezekiel and sees spirits and follows Christ, to her who has joined the epic story of God.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

West Coast Cheesecake


For quite some time Seattle has been enjoying good weather. Every time the forecast projects rain, it surprisingly turns to sun. It is surprising, as Seattleites are far more conditioned to hear that sun’s coming only for it to be rain – or, in recent winters, snow.

What does this have to do with cheesecake? And isn’t that a New York specialty? Interestingly, cheesecake reaches far beyond NY, and the weather is highly impactful if you’ve been requested to make cheesecake for your friend’s outdoor wedding in June in Seattle where it’s been uncommonly warm and sunny.

Needless to go on, that was exactly how my shoes felt a week ago.

But I’m going to share a BIG secret. My cheesecake recipe isn’t mine. It’s my paternal Grandma’s. Although I don’t even dream of diverging from the recipe, my mom has effectively perfected it. And it is phenomenal. I refuse to eat any other cheesecake. I don’t refuse to eat any other cookie, pie, tart, pudding, crisp, crumble, cobbler, ice cream, etc. than those made by my forebears, but this is it. Not too long ago I meandered by Junior’s, the cheesecake haven in Brooklyn, and didn’t even feel like going in – it can’t be as good. (Plus, I’d just eaten pizza at Grimaldi’s and nobody needs cheesecake after pizza, even if I was biking.)

So, will I give up the important part of the secret? Well, I’ll tell you one trick: it presents best slightly cool. But, when rather more slopped than sliced, you can still receive complements such as, “I thought I’d had good desserts before, but every time I taste something you make, I realize I’ve never actually eaten anything very good. It’s delicious.” Makes you feel as glowing as a bride!

Monday, June 29, 2009

A School Magazine

I just finished reading my alma mater’s new magazine. There was an impressive amount of self congratulations and boy-is-our-school-the-bomb kind of articles. It’s to be expected. But I’ll admit that the people who were interviewed actually were the bomb. They had published books, started profitable and ground-breaking businesses, received academic honors, lived in challenging locations, and been neighborly, too. And I knew more than one of them. Does that make me the bomb by association? And am I saying ‘the bomb’ because that was in vogue when I attended said establishment?

Because I am discussing reading, or, more truthfully, my alma mater’s poppycock, I tried to become incredibly impartial and decide whether it was a worthwhile read for anybody. Would you want to know what the people who were doing well from my uni were doing? Maybe. If it was compelling writing and the things were truly interesting, not just glorified school fight songs.

So, what is compelling about different people and their interests and their work? Or, more to the point, what is it that makes anything worth reading, because that should transcend interest groups, shouldn’t it? Certainly there’s little question about whether literature, art, architecture and the like are able to inspire people who are from other times, cultures, and belief systems. So, an article extolling the good deeds and results of people – any people, example: those from my alma mater – would necessarily be inspiring to someone who’d never heard of the school or the community if it was excellent.

Aha! Much like most blogs, articles, writings, etc., this magazine will be passed on once, then lost (or recycled) because it does not have that level of depth. It’s full of mildly interesting snippets of people’s stories, printed on heavy glossy paper. But I will continue to read them; they bring me flashes of hope, joy, and recognition – kind of like my picture albums…. Do not despair, as I will soon be back to great literature, worthy to be shared far and wide. (Oh, but I’m going to keep reading the silly blogs, too!)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Crack-arons

Coarse compliments are truly inspiring. What if there was something more compelling than sugar and love in my pastries? But there isn’t. On the other hand, is there anything more compelling than sugar and love? At any rate, when I make a macaron, you can be sure that it is bursting with the best of those.

My housemate had a benefit for “Climb for Kids” at her coffee shop, and she’s going to summit Mt Rainier in August with the organization. She’s doing a lot of training, and this is her fundraiser. Looking through some of my pastry photos, she picked out the macarons as a nice colorful finger food that should go over well. And it did.

But before it went anywhere I had to decide what it would be. Just the other day I found almond milk in the grocery store and have been trying to decide how I can incorporate it into my pastries. Well, if anything should go together it would be almond cream and macarons!

So I set in to make an almond cream. I thought it should act exactly like milk, so I made a rich pastry cream with almond milk. Fantastic! It was looser than I had anticipated, so next time I’ll certainly be sure to make modifications, but not to worry, they will only be improvements. I made two other creams, as well: cherry and mango!